Journal Entry # 2
(I realize that I’d been programming myself for failure because of a subliminal belief in ‘perfection.’ I’ve come to understand that true perfection is in being fully present in each moment.)
Perfection rarely has been a fixed, specific goal that I have been after, as in a number, but rather a concept. This type of perfection is not real and therefore an impossibility. I have been holding out for shadows. Impossible, impossible.